James left this morning for Afghanistan..haven't stopped crying since. I know its only been like a day but I miss him already.He will be gone for a year to a year and a half. I have decided..that I can't be by myself for that long so I am going to be moving back home to Ohio.Its hard enough coming back to an empty apartment knowing hes not here and Holiday would be too hard to deal with by myself.There is nothing to keep me here..Katie is leaving like next weekend and maybe if she was staying here I would but shes not. I don't have any other friends down here. We put in our 30 days with the apartment place so either way I have to find a place down here by the 8th of may or move back home.At least at home I have family and I will be living in a safe place.
Im not sure how James feels on the subject yet. He just got to Ireland and said they had to get back on a plane a leave.He said he would call when he can.
Rowdy sees his truck and is whinning for daddy..It just made me cry that much more.
My best friend and my boss made me a survival kit. It had stress relief stuff a six pack of smirnoff some chocolate and some movies.
I have a shit load of food in the house that I have nothing to do with .
Well anyone can call my cell phone at anytime I could use the extra company..even if its on the phone.
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